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    Sunday, September 30, 2007 @ Sunday, September 30, 2007
    The last goodbye.

    5 days of great 5th uncle funeral is really tiring. I m all tan now and in SUPER ugly state as in my pimples are growing due to the sweats and my back!!! RASHES ALL OVER!! haix.. but what is this.. nth really ain't more painful than the last goodye.
    The weather at Malaysia is really HOT!!!
    But i heard that Singapore was pouring heavily.. *hmmmmm..... i think hot weather is better for funeral larh.*
    Saw lots of relatives. Again.. they tot i m wanzi again. *zzz!* There were some who i don see them before. Really has big family there.. 2 Grandma came too.. The biological one don recognize me too. *anyway i m nt close to her. who cares!* But ah ma was sick. haix... really worried me. *cries*

    Anyway, Great 5th uncle death is really too sudden for all of us to face. Among all great uncles and aunts, he consider one of them who is the most fit one. But from what i've heard, he seems to know that he is dying. Because he told his wife to take care and also their youngest son as he is not coming back. Just before he was headed to hospital. Nobody really take notice coz recently he's been acting weird lah. He once told great aunt that his time is up. He wanted his ash to thrown into the sea.

    Whenever i step into his house, my mind keep thinking of him packing his veg and fruits and herb from his small garden for us. He is poor but he never fails to let us leave his hse emptied handed. I still rmb he used to buy me soya milk whenever i went back. * That was a few yrs ago when we still living in kampong.* And we always helped him to clean his corns outside our hse. When new yr comes, he will buy us sparkles, fire crackers for us to play. I rmb he also told me the truth that ah ma is nt my real grandma. He told me mum was given away actually. But they carried her home.. bla bla bla... The reason of telling me is because at that time i was confuse the difference of ah ma and grandma.* was only 4 at that time.* He always been paitent. ♥

    But when he was dead. He only left RM200 at home for his wife. He left only one proper long pants to wear and a pair of old slippers. Upon hearing this really broke my heart. Really guilty that he gave almost everything but left nth for himself. That's the reason why god wants him back to heaven. He is too nice to be on earth. Thank god to undo his struggle, his suffers. But his grandson(wei wei) really angry with him. Wei wei keep hoping that he will wake up for this 5 days, he tries to talk to great 5th uncle, he shoo his little siblings whenever they make noise saying that they are disturbing ah gong slping. But till the very last day, wei wei cried and ask him " I told u to wake up. Why are u ignoring me?" Not that wei wei is really young to knw what's happening. He is alr 10.

    Just before the coffin is sealed. All of us cried. His wife esp. That's the very last time we see him. And i rmb his last conversation with him was on the june. He told me to study hard and marry a gd man. He saw Aloy's photo too. And told me that I m still young to have bf and our ah gal* ah gal is me larh.* is just good catch! So choose wisely. Better still bring my future bf hm for them to see. They will make sure i won't regret. He make sure nobody will bully me and wanzi and mummy. I believe in him. No matter where he is. :) Nobody blame him for leaving us so fast. All of us understand he need to relax after suffering for the past 64yrs. Maybe he miss his son *was dead abt 20 yrs ago after a car accident.* and this is the time he may want to join his son. Whatever the reason is. We understand. May u rest in peace.


    Loves from Jacqueline chua


    Our last farewell on 29 sept 2007. 2pm.