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Friday, May 02, 2008 @ Friday, May 02, 2008

To all readers and friends.
Thanks for all the concern.
I never know my latest post has such big impact to all readers and friends.
I just wanna voice out what I been hiding in me.
Somewhere where I can relieve and feel better.
I dun like to hear comments and advice about my friends.
Reason is simple. I guess anybody would understand how it feels being "compliment".

What i can see is my blog is no longer my blog.
It's everybody's.
Everything is kinda controlled.
But not me.

Let me clarify.
First!
I admit I am not happy about some bad habits of what my friends have.
Not everybody is perfect though.
I have lots of bad habits too.
Just that I dun blog my habits.
I am not saying they ain't good at all.
I believe I dun have to blog every single thing right?
I did blog about the good times we had tgt.
But why people always targeting on the bad side instead?
How sad.

Second!
I have read my friend blog this morning and ming told me about the tags.
Let's admit that those tags is kinda hurtful to my girls.
I have deleted.
No matter What the topic of
who is acting me.
Or
I am going to change my sistership.
My answer is I dun care who is acting me
either do I ever thought of changing the per ner group.
To my girls:
I have no idea of the tags(not pushing blames.) and I think you girls have a serious misinterpretation of anything and everything.
I never tell anybody about how horrible u girls are.
Nor.
I tell people how nice you girls are.
My friends were your friends.
You girls shd know me best by now.
If you dun maybe our friendship just not as close as I thought.

Third!
I always think we need to talk about this problem.
We have. Right?
You know your problem.
I know mine.
But what's the point of telling each other?
To become a better person right?
Bring us closer right?
I am glad we can actually speak up openly.
But what's the point of saying without no action?
History repeats.
I just need somewhere to cry out loud.
I AM UNHAPPY!
FUCKING UNHAPPY!
I AM LIKE A FOOL WAITING!
A FOOL BEING AIR!
We, everybody, every member in per ner make afford to meet up.
I dun understand why always last min?
I am always the one cleaning the shit!
Outing, Jobs, anything.
Did I ever complain to my friends?
NEVER!
So can I blog and scream on my blog?

Think yourself.
How long have this problem clinging us?
Always the same old problem.
Okay!
I gave up.
Not expecting much.
I tried to understand.
But what is the reasons you gave?
Just some jokes.(you know it best.)
Think about it.
How many times I been put plane?
I am angry and I am being sacarstic.
I joke about your joke.
Since you ppl dun like it.
I stop.
alright?

You all told me that I am too friendly.
My problem.
Okay!
I admit I cant help.
This is me.
You ppl tell me that I always say "I LOVE U" to my friends.
I stopped!
But I saw you in friendster comment-ing "you are being love"
Can I ask what is the difference?
I am not trying to dig anything out of anything.
I just dun understand what our problems are.
If you feel offended. I am sry.

Despite of everything.
I always regrad every member in per ner as my best friends.
Sound contridicting?
I still miss my other 2 darlings.
And some other gfs i have.
I hope you girls understand i still have other friends as well.
All are equally impt.
You girls too.
Nobody can replace each other.

And the sms i send out last night was not on purpose.
I was super drunk.

Thanks ming for being there always.
loves.